I torture myself... I think I really do enjoy doing that. How? By reading The Straits Times, or more specifically, the Sunday Times Life Section about Chinatown, the night market and everything else about it.... Now i juz want to go home for Chinese New Year!!!! I want to go back and eat the green eat mochi, and see the dyed pussy willows, and watch brainless TV shows and juz enjoy the buzz of it all, you know what i mean??? I think Chinese New Year is always the worst time for me... I always feel most home-sick around Chinese New Year!!! =(