Hmm.... realised that my fuse these few days have been very short, and have been pretty short-tempered, and very sensitive to things said by people, and taking things wrongly and juz getting upset over small little minute things, which is totally not my nature at all. It makes me irk. It makes me hate myself for being like that. It's irks me, cuz I dun wanna hang aound my pathetic self when I am like this.
This is so not me. Also not sure why I am so like that. It's driving me crazy. I feel horrible treating people like that, but yet at the same time feel helpless, like I cannot control myself.
Sucks. Wanna get out of this soon. I miss my old me. The much more fun-to-hang-around me.
